Feel bad for me and Emma.

Some time you just in bad luck. You cannot find a job, you cannot find room, you cannot finish your course. It seems that everything does not go the way you want them. You have bad feelings. You are embarrassed. You feel you are use less. You blame yourself why you did not try to help yourself out.

You asked too much now. Her consider is reasonable. They already gave me a generous offer, I should not go further to make her refuse. I did not consider things from their view. Have fewer people in house is also good for me. I also want a quiet environment. That's also from the consideration of safety. They have babies.

What I should do is settle down and do not ask people to give me too much help. And I will make Shara likes me.

I will be good. I am helping myself out.

Put other people's unhappy things aside. And make myself better.