I will be good. Am on the way to be good!

Every time I don't feel well. I come here. I don't feel well. Shame for myself. I lost the entusison to talk with new people and lost in Chinese group. I am silly, and cannot control the conversation. I am in control of my life. I am tired. And not sure about future.

I will work harder and harder, let this Australian people like me. I will be good!